Dear Blogger...

I want to blog so badly right now, but my computer continuously shuts down on me. So I've decided to handwrite everything first before posting. I have so much to talk about and for some reason the past couple day have been feeling very bipolar to me. My period has finally come to an end, so I'm thinking more clearly. Now that I can organize my thoughts better, I want to talk about my days starting with Thursday, February 4th.

• Thursday

This was a good day, especially after school with the hard finals over with and hanging out with Patrek. I did good on my algebra final (88%) and better than expected in AP biology (79%). I feel like I could've done better, but it's alright because I've got my grades where I want them to be.

Now I think that after school was the best part of that day. Patrek came by KW and I showed him around the theatre. I brought him up to the catwalks where we just talked. Then we went down to Foss (not Fo55) and bought some food, then walked to the library. Oh and I had my first Italian soda ever! (: And when we were at the library, Patrek&I found this awesome book. Haha.

• Friday

Yesterday kind of sucked because of my Digital Design class/final. I don't even want to get into that right now. English was great, but in theatre tech. my self-esteem was kind of shot down. And then after school my mother totally killed my weekend. I wanted to go to Deveon's party today, but my mom was being completely unreasonable. Apparently it doesn't matter how hard I've worked this entire week or how unoften I get to hang out with some people. I don't even know anymore. I"m just so tired of this... of feeling so trapped. I don't know, but at like 9:30pm Patrek called and I had the longest conversation I've ever had on the phone. Sort of... I'm not really sure, but 5 & a half hours is a pretty long time! Haha. That phone call definitely made my Friday. (:

• Today

Today was better. It was good to just sort of relax and have some of that much needed 'me' time. The only down side was the chores, but it wasn't too bad because I watched Veronica Mars with my dad. We bought all 3 seasons the day before, so I started watching those while I did laundry. Before that though I went to the driving range with my dad and Tatay. I got to hit with my new clubs and they felt great except for the blisters on my right hand... ouch! Haha. Oh well. No pain, no gain... right? (:

So all in all... life is good. I just have to start making a schedule for daily stuff because I have a lot going on that I need to keep track off. Otherwise I might drown in an overwhelming deluge of stress... and that would suck. Haha. I'll blog about that later on when I have it figured out. I'm excited for next weekend though. Four day weekend and hopefully I get to hang out with some people... :]