Spaz.

Is it weird that I really want to play my x-box... I haven't played in soooo long! I really want to play MW2. My cousins were playing on Christmas Eve and wouldn't give up the controller/a controller. Selfish basterds. Just kidding!!! (: But seriously, I want to playyyy. I think that's how I'm going to spend my weekend. Playing Halo & Gears of War. Haha. Someone buy me Call of Duty and/or Modern Warfare!!

ANYWAY...
Favorite songs right now (all on my playlist): Napoleon Says by Phoenix, Kings & Queens by 30STM, and A-Punk by Vampire Weekend.

•1/20(Today): My mask presentation was a huge success! I got it out of the way and I think it was the best presentation I have ever done. I'm happy. Haha. And I think the circular saw is fun to use. Read into that whatever way you'd like. Haha.

•1/22(Friday): English Vocab. Final Exam... definitely NOT ready. D:

•1/25(Monday): English ISN binders are due... DONE! But cannot be found! Crap.

•1/29(Friday): Peking Acrobats! Forgot to ask about teching... again. Haha.

I wrote a new poem! Please read it. Actually please read all of my poems. Comment them and let me know what you think. Thanks!

I'm not even going to get into the guy situation.



Ok, I lied. Haha. So I determined that the guy that scares me (see yesterday's post) isn't worth my time. I think I'll stick with being his friend. He just seems to be the kind of guy that flirts with every girl. I was just another girl I guess. It's ok though. Just a little bruise to my heart. I'll live.

And then the guy I asked to TOLO... I've been told that he seemed confused/unsure about going with me or something when a friend asked him about it. I don't even know how to read into that. I'm scared to do that. Ugh.

I think I'm gonna try to follow my friends advice, drop out of this race.
There's just going to be some kind of heart break at the end.