Not Fighting.

Ok, so I decided that I'm not going to fight this anymore. I'm going to go with the flow instead of going against it. It's just easier that way. Whatever happens happens. My number one priority/focus is (or at least should be) my school work and stuff. Second, my sister/family. Then my friends. Then falling in love. Or falling in general. I'm so tired of trying to figure this out... I'm done with it.

So I wrote another poem during 3rd period today, so I thought I'd post it on here. Its short and seemed more appropriate for this blog than my other one. I do have another poem I wrote in 5th period though that I'll be posting there in a second. Check it out and let me know what you think: http://mltpoetry.blogspot.com/

Not Knowing
What am I falling for?
Am I falling for him...
or the idea of him?

Not knowing scares me
and I am terrified.
It's hard for me
to understand my own feelings
let alone anothers.


So like I said in a previous post... seriously though.
I think I'm gonna try to follow my friends advice
and drop out of this race.
There's just going to be some kind of heart break at the end.