I'm not sure what to do. I suppose I should be doing homework, but I don't know how I feel about anyone anymore. I've officially decided that I'm not looking for a relationship, but whatever happens happens. I know it might sound bad to some people, but I don't seem to have the time...
That's a lie. I don't know what it is. I think it's that I don't know how to be in a relationship and it scares me. There are so many things in life that are pretty straightforward and you are given specific directions on how to do something, but this isn't one of those things. Life isn't one of them either, but I'm not worried about that. At least not yet. I seem to be doing pretty well when it comes to life so far. It's the other 'L' word I guess. Love. I don't think I believe in it. At least not at this age. I believe that when I get older I will believe it, but not now. I don't think you can find love at 15. I think I might be just saying that though.
I'm just all screwed up from watching so many romantic comedy movies and this past week. Gah, how I hate being a hopeless romantic I guess you could say. Haha.
Today, January 18th, 2010 was a pretty good day.
-First day of work.
-Then hanging out with Nikki & two other guys.
It's crazy how one day can make you crazy. Haha.
But then again I could be just saying that. (:
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