Stalkers.

"In the book of life,
the answers aren't in the back."

- Charlie Brown

Wise words. (: There are things in life that aren't as 'easy,' I guess you could say, as other things. Today wasn't one of those easy days for me. I had/am having some internal struggles. I don't know what to do about certain things and feel bad about my actions. I'm doing that thing where I kind of isolate myself again, but I wasn't in the mood for anything today. I was just ready to start a fight with anyone/everyone. I feel awful about my attitude towards my mom and little sister. I'm apologizing on the inside, but I know it means nothing unless I say something. And I would if I didn't already know the outcome, which would make things worse. That's just the way it is. I wish my mom didn't drink last night though. I feel like it would've been better for everyone. I don't know though. Ah. Whatever. I also feel bad about skipping out on hanging out with him, but I needed to get stuff done today. And I feel like I needed to use today to collect myself. I'm sorry.

Now I guess I'm in a better mood. I got a lot of work done and I finished my bucket list... well it's not really finished, but I added 100+ items to it which was a goal. Haha.

You should check it out and make one:

http://theburiedlife.com/profile/745335494/

I also got a lot of planning done to renovate my room. I pretty much got the permission to do whatever I want to it, so it's all good. I just need to find the time to do it. Haha.

And I talked to some of my favorite people which made my day better: Kels, Nikki, &Patrek.

Now I'm going to go and... I don't really know. I'm kind of walking around in limbo again. Oh well... we'll see what happens. Right?

Oh! And I think I have this creepy stalker guy and I'm seriously scared... but I don't know. I might be overreacting. Blah. Ok. Gonna go now, seriously.

:?