I want to fall in love... I want to say that I want to fall in love again, but I'm not sure if or when I was ever in love. I want to fall into whatever it is that you fall into to feel that quickening of the heart and fluttering in your tummy when you see that person that causes these things to happen in the first place. I'm not so sure if that's love, but it's a good feeling while it lasts. I'm not sure I want to fall in love until after high school... maybe after college or during college. I don't know. I don't know how to balance a relationship with school and family matters and friends and just life. I'm not sure when I'll ever be able to balance these variables of life. Maybe that's what life is all about. Maybe not. I keep saying "That's life," but that's just something to say when really you don't know what it is or maybe I don't even know what life is or was to begin with.
I keep trying to think of a time when things were easy and simple, but in a weird reality there was never a time like this. If you really think about it... I don't think anything is or ever was easy and simply. And I'm just speaking about life in general. There were times where you may have been ignorant or just plain oblivious of life, but that doesn't stop life from being complicated and difficult. You just weren't aware of it or just didn't care. I think that eventually that all catches up with you eventually and there is a time or will be a time where you just have to wake up from whatever dream you've been living in and own up to reality. You could call it growing up or becoming mature and what not, but in all reality, that's just life. So you know what I say? Get off your ass and deal with the reality of life because it's not going just wait for you catch up. You've gotta get your act together and get ahead of the game of life because the way I see it... once you've caught up with life and taken the lead... that's when things start to get easier and maybe more simple. So wake up, work hard, and enjoy life because you've only got this one life to live.
I keep trying to think of a time when things were easy and simple, but in a weird reality there was never a time like this. If you really think about it... I don't think anything is or ever was easy and simply. And I'm just speaking about life in general. There were times where you may have been ignorant or just plain oblivious of life, but that doesn't stop life from being complicated and difficult. You just weren't aware of it or just didn't care. I think that eventually that all catches up with you eventually and there is a time or will be a time where you just have to wake up from whatever dream you've been living in and own up to reality. You could call it growing up or becoming mature and what not, but in all reality, that's just life. So you know what I say? Get off your ass and deal with the reality of life because it's not going just wait for you catch up. You've gotta get your act together and get ahead of the game of life because the way I see it... once you've caught up with life and taken the lead... that's when things start to get easier and maybe more simple. So wake up, work hard, and enjoy life because you've only got this one life to live.
The End.
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