Better Days.

I smiled a total of.... I don't know, but my day got better and I was smiling a lot by the end of the night. Haha. I just got home. I actually got home earlier, but we left again to get ice cream. These nights are the best. I swear. I think the best part of my day was seeing Nikki and Patrek. (: I mean Maddie & Eric contributed to my happiness today and the infamous Brian&Jerame & the text messages from Karlan and Kels. Them people are cool. Haha. I gotta say, they are probably the people that really made this bad day a better one. Dima played a part in 2nd period. I spoke up a lot in English, which is surprising, but it felt good to actually speak up. Now I see why people do it, although I think I kind of gave up by 4th period and didn't care if I sounded stupid. xD And then theatre tech always makes my day better. I love that class... I really do. And my parents. Today was good after school... it's shocking, but true. My mom wasn't grumpy/cranky, but she was getting ready to go out. It was fun because she does this thing where she asks my dad&I what we think and when we say it looks fine/good... she changes. Haha. I love it. And then hanging out at KM was fun for their multicultural night. Is that sad? I go to KM events, but hardly any KW ones? Well all the good ones are coming up soon. Like Mr. KW and the Play and Talent Show and ahhh! I'm excited. Hahaha. Life seems so much better after hanging out and just chillaxing. Puddle jumping then ice cream. Gahhh... I'm feeling better than I was. Way better. Thanks to everyone who made this day a better one...

Amazing people: Nikki, Maddie, Kels, Lani, Mom... Patrek, Karlan, Eric, Dad, Brian&Jerame, Dima. I don't know why, but I just can't separate Brian&Jerame... haha. They're always together, so it wouldn't seem right to list them separately. Haha.

A Dream.

He seems way too good to be true right now... Haha. Like today... it's Valentine's Day, but it just seems like a really good dream right now. I can't believe it, but it's all a reality and that's what makes it all that much better. (: I'm not sure whats up, but I've given up on fighting whatever it is I've been fighting. Then again I might not be thinking very clearly right now... I just got home and I have that giddy feeling where you just want to smile and laugh. It's a happy feeling. I feel like this guy might be different from all the rest. Maybe he's even too good for me. I don't know. Today was just amazing even if it's a Hallmark created holiday to scam people out of their money. xD

Highlights of today:

• Getting picked up by Brianna and meeting her friends. (:
• Seeing him & giving him a message in a bottle.
• Watching 3 movies in one night....
• Valentine's Day, Dear John, then the Wolfman!
• Johnny Rockets.
• The Gazebo. [Favorite Part.]
• Jamba Juice. Then the ride home.
• &Talking to Nikki.

Now I'm about to wake up... sort of...

and do chores while I wait for a call from him &/or Madds.

Good night people. (:

Today was a good day for a fake holiday...

Thanks (: