I really love lifes and I'm not sure whether this is all a dream or not, but I think I'll just go with it. I mean that's all I can really do. I need to make the most of this life and be brave. Love Life. Be Brave. I'm disappointed in how I ended the year and I mean in the way that I was too afraid to speak up / stand up for myself in class. Instead I let others kind of take the wheel and was too afraid to ask for help when I should've just included my input because I am smarter than I think I am and I shouldn't be afraid of making a fool out of myself. Even if I end up looking stupid, all I can do it move on and do better. My Uncle David is such a wise man... he makes me feel better about myself and helps me understand how I can break out of my shell. I wouldn't be anywhere without him. I've definitely improved since my freshman year, but I really want to change for my senior year and take chances.
I'm going to be more involved in the things that I care about and actually take the lead in certain things. I want to be the kid in class that can confidently raise her hand in class with an answer without fearing it to be wrong. I want to be able to ask a question in class without worrying whether or not it's a stupid question. I want to be able to help other kids in my class or be the kid that others go to for help. I want to be able to help those people in confidence. I want to be the way I was before when I got papers and assignments weeks early. I need to get back on track... and I will. I know I will because I care too much. I have so many goals that I've accomplished and I have so many I've yet to accomplish, but I will get there.
Priorities for Next Year:
- School
- AP Exams
- SAT / ACT
- Senior Presentation
- Golf
- FBLA
- Theatre
- Getting a job?
- Friends
- Family
- <3
That list is in absolutely no particular order.
Summer Bucket List: In no particular Order
- Florida
- Ice Skating
- Roller Blading
- Swimming
- Bon Fires
- Camping
- Zoo
- Aquarium
- Silverwood
- Harry Potter
- Brandon's Birthday
- Studying...?