The Future & Fear.

I am afraid. I fear many things. I don't know what to do with my life. I think I do, but what if I'm wrong. What if... I don't know. I'm scared. I'm scared that I've been living with a false perception of how the world works. Due to this false perception, how will I be able to survive in the "real world" after high school? People keep talking about the "real world" and how awful and scary it can be. People talk about how much they just can't wait to get out of high school and go to college or just get out in general. I feel the same way, but deep down I don't want to graduate. Honestly, I don't know how I'll be able to take it.

The future scares me because I don't know what I have in store and can't control everything, but here is the part that I can try to control for next year:

• AP Psychology
• UW College Composition & Literature
• UW French 5-6
• UW Fluency in Information Technology & Game Programming
• Electronics 1-2
• Business Law & Writing About Media
• **Independently Study AP Computer Science A ?

• FBLA Member - Secretary
• Interact Club Member
• Theatre Technician
• Varsity Golf Captain

• SAT / ACT
• AP Exams
• E-Folio
• Junior Project
• Senior Presentation
• College Admissions, Essays, etc.
• Scholarships, Contests, etc.

• Obtain a Summer Job
• Housework / Chores