Fearless. Firework.

Last night was the golf banquet and it turns out that by advancing onto the second day of districts I've earned a Varsity letter for golf! I was so happy and surprised that I was crying. It was amazing. And on top of that... I am one of the two captains of the golf team next year! I'm stoked. Life is pretty good. Now I just have to get my grades up to par and I'll be set... like how I used a golf term? Haha, yeah... I'm cool (:

Things I have to do:

• Bring up grades.
• Register for the SAT's
• Get license
• Fill out paper work for technician job
• Work out job shadow(s)
• Get my resume and cover letter together
• Apply for the City of Kent internship
• Get MVCC Junior Golf Scholarship
• Make CAA conference calls #2&3
• Make Website for "Rebecca Sharp Designs"
• Poetry club?
• Figure out golf practice plan w/Dillon.
• Plan SAT study group
• Plan museum field trip
• Fill out paperwork for the DeVry field trip

Responsibilities:

1. School
• Grades
• AP Exams
• SAT's
• Junior Project
• Study Groups
2. Golf Captain
3. Theatre tech.
4. House work

My Brain.

• Do math test corrections
• Prepare/finish Gatsby Speech
• Finish application for tech. at district office
• e-mail beth
• prepare for poetry club
• plan golf exercises
• work out schedule
• clean room/organize/vacuum
• get license
• study, study, study
• buy rubberbands & binders
• create website for mrs. sharp
• work on junior project
• SAT prep. ACT?
• call caa 2&3
• assemble resume and apply for city of kent internship
• mvcc scholarship
• fearless jones and prewrite

The Greatest Game Ever Played.

I realized that I had totally forgotten to finish up my last post. Haha. I apologize dearly. (:

I had a crazy, but completely awesome/amazing week. Monday and Tuesday were pretty average, but Wednesday and Thursday were the best! Wednesday was the districts medalist tournament and I played pretty well. Shot a 103! 50 on the front and 53 on the back. I didn't plan on making it onto the next day, but I made the cut! The cut off score was 105 and I ranked 49th. Then on Thursday it was amazing! I got four pars, one on the front and three on the back. And on the back 9 I shot 46! I finally broke 50 and it was the best day to do it with a freaking 46! You have no idea how happy I was. I almost cried! I shot an even 100 that day and ranked 46 (: I didn't get to advance to state, but I don't care because I did my best! I ended the season so well! Now I have to keep practicing and get lessons. Then hopefully I make varsity next year and get to go on to state! ;D

My parents let me skip school on Friday to get homework done, so I gotta make sure it's all done by today. Haha. Bye for now! :D

Ups & Downs.

Warning: Bitch on her period.

Hahaha. Alright, now that that is out of the way you can assume that I'm pretty hormonally/emotionally imbalanced. Like I feel like crying because I'm so happy to have such amazing friends and then there are times where I can't decide whether I really hate my mother or really love her. It's hard. It really is. Harder than you will ever know or understand, so please don't try and don't judge me like most people would. I do feel bad about doing certain things and feeling particular things toward people. Thus, at the end of this blog will be a list. A list of vows, revelations, and resolutions. I feel like making a shit load of lists lately. It's super funny because I just realized that whenever that time of the month comes my mirror because covered with my lists. There so much I want to say and want to get out of my head, but since everything is just crammed in there, I guarantee it'll just pour out. There may or may not be any order to my madness, so just bare with me. (:

Golf has become a super important part of my life! I realize that whenever I am on the verge of a mental breakdown I feel so much better after practice. It's so much more than just swinging a club and hitting a ball that doesn't move. It's about training yourself to work under unusual circumstances and pressure sometimes. It's about learning to let go and get on with the rest of the game. And if you think about it, it's a lot like life. Sometimes you just have to let go and move on. Thus, golf isn't just a game. It's practically my life. At tryouts I was shooting lower 60's and upper 50's. Throughout the season I've averaged around the mid-50's which is a major improvement from last year. Last year I was hitting in the upper to mid 60's. Last year I was mostly JV #3 and didn't do very well at the JV Tournament. This year I've been moved up to mostly JV#2 AND I tied for 5th at the JV Tourney out of the 24 girls competing with a 109 (shot 55 on the front nine and 54 on the back)!!! The top 6 in the tourney get to go on to districts with their varsity team... so I basically made it to districts! I'm so happy! Like I don't think I'll make it past districts and onto state, but the fact that I made it is all that really matters to me! I plan to practice so much more than I usually have during the off season. Plus I'll be getting lessons, so I'm pretty stoked.

**Gotta shower... write more latez ;D